I need to have my spouse forgive my, because I love him. I have hurt him so badly because of my actions and poor judgement. He has given me everything in the world, including he un denying love for me and constant trust, I have violated that. My best friend in the entire word, the best father a woman could ever want how did nothing to deserve this heartache that I have constantly caused him. I want to change the person that I have become and make this a vision of my past. I will first begin with coming clean of all that I have done to hurt him.

As painful and as humiliating as that may sound, I have never wanted to fix something so bad in life. I feel like my insides have been ripped out at the thought of him ever walking out of my life and losing that love forever. I hope that my confessions and words of self conviction is a start to starting over. I am willing to do whatever it takes to make it work and I will wait as long as it takes to keep the only true love in my life. I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I will make things work! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him!.