First thing I want to share is that Jesus love you and so do I. The reason I'm going to write all you so that you wont make the same mistake as I did. I really fill the need to share this with you all. It started when this girl came in to my live. Today I still say it's the best thing that has ever happen to me, but I mess it up big time and I might of lost her forever, because I let the Devil comes in to the relationship. When this girl fell in love with me I was in God.

I was on fire for him. The only bad thing is that I had to lie about us and hide it then the devil was sneaking in and causing a lot of problems. But we did still see each other every thing was going great but the longer we was going out the more the devil tired then I got weak and I wrote her a email when I was mad then the email made her mad. Know I don't know where we stand, but I will say this I'm praying that I can have another chance. But this time I'm going to do it his way and not mind. I'm asking all of you to please pray that I will give another chance to prove my self to her I know I might have to wait 7 months, but during that time I'm going to seek god like I have never done before.

So if she give me 1 more chance that the devil won't come between us we will be together forever and ever. If it's not god will I will be ok just please keep me in prayers. Well I hope that you guys has learn from what I did, because it hurts big time and I'm hoping that I didn't lose her forever. There a few steps I would love for you all to look and study it. Step 1 lying Proverb 14-14 The backslider in heart will be filled with his own ways, but a good man will be satisfied from above.

When I was lying and hiding stuff I was backsliding I was trying to fill my heart with my own ways and not gods ways I know if I seek him I will be satisfied Step 2 patient Roman 12-12 Rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer I fill if I was patient with this girl and did god will I would still have her and I should of prayed before I sent her that email Step 3. All have sin Roman 3-23 For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of god I thank god for all that he has done for you and me Step 4. Call on his name Jeremiah 33-3 Call to me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know Just call on his name when u are week and believe what and have faith what pray for and he will answer you The reason why I called this the love of the father to share with you that he died of the cross for us because he loved us all. He was beating and whip for you and me. I thank god that we have this awesome god we serve.

The reason why I'm doing this I fill that god wants me to reach all of you and other. For the longest time I thought god would use me over seas but my works not just over there its here to. I have been call to work with people that have a hard time at home people that been mental abuse and sexual abuse and people that have been rape. I thank god that he has given me a heart to do this to share this with you all I couldn't do it with out him. This summer I plan on going to La, TX and Mo. I hope some other states to share what god is doing with me and what he want to do with you all.

I'm planing on sending stuff like this out if u don't want it just let me know and I wont send it to you any more. Give me time they will get better and god will talk to you though this I pray. If you need to talk I'm here for you email me or give me a call my number is 319-372-1531 if you need prayer I will pray with you to. Well I should let you all go bye and god bless you all. LOVE IN CHRISTJEREMIAHSWIFT.