Case With My Dream Of My Mother example essay topic
I remember this particular afternoon being warm and bright. The scenery seemed to depict a post card perfect summer's day. My mother and I were walking in a park, a park I've never visited or seen. I felt as if anyone were to stare at us they could see the contentment and harmony radiating from myself. I was watching myself lay down on very soft green grass, but before I did I turned around to see if my mother was still near. I saw myself lay down under a tree.
This tree was uniquely beautiful because of its thin twisting, almost fragile looking branches. The tree was unusual for it was bare, there were no leaves, nor was it green. The tree just stood by itself colored naked and bare for all to witness. The birds of summer seemed to favor this unique looking tree by gathering and sitting on its thin but strong branches.
I laid under this tree looking up towards the birds feeling happy. I heard myself laughing and listening to these birds singing. Where after I walked towards a pond, a manmade pond of gray marble brick. An immense wall lining a narrow stairwell was to its left. My mother was kneeling by the pond wading her hand just above the water, touching it very delicately. This was her pond and her pond had the most incredibly beautiful bright fish.
They consisted of aqua blue, yellow and green colored fish with fins that seemed to be as fine as hair as it floated towheads my mother's hands. I watched myself watching her, feeling as if I was invading a private moment and in awe of the spectacle I was witnessing. We left the park and her pond and were on our way home. As we walked arm in arm the weather seemed to be getting darker and colder.
The clouds rolling in seemed to be constricting and threatening to engulf us. We arrived an immense bridge which was hundreds of feet above a body of murky water. I felt threatened and didn't trust crossing this bridge and my mother instinctively new my fear and preceded to cross, reassuring me it was safe. Ididn't cross the bridge but watched her take her steps alone. She reached the middle of the bridge and it collapsed. I ran towards the edge looking down at my mother as she was struggling to hold on and trying to get a better grip.
Shew as calling out my name, begging me to help her, but I just stood there frozen in silence and feeling no emotion. I saw her fingers turn white as they lost their hold one by one, until she was holding on with just one hand. She turned her head to look at me one last time before she lost the grip in her other hand and fell. I remember hearing no noise of her body hitting the water, just empty silence, but the expression of her face is etched into my memory. Remembering this dream brings up emotions of guilt and was painful to envision. There are many theoretical perspectives one can use to analyze such dreams.
Ultimately to find a potential explanation or interpretation of what dreams mean. I have looked closer into the works of Sigmund Freud to study what this all means and maybe find an appropriate analysis of my dream. Freud is one of the most popular theorists today and has developed many theoretical perspectives pertaining to personality. He organized three levels of mental life; the unconscious, preconscious and the conscious. Simply put the unconscious is the irretrievable stuff in our memory, the preconscious if the retrievable stuff and the conscious if the stuff in current awareness. Over lapping this concept is his three levels of the mind which are the Id, Ego and Superego.
The "id" is a part of the mind which seeks pleasure, it is irrational and not rooted in reality. The "ego" serves the reality principle and is more rational and connected to reality. Finally, we have the "superego" which is our moral and idealistic principle. It speaks as your conscious, judging and making you feel guilty.
All these concepts display sides of personality whether good or bad. Freud believed that dreams or "Freudian slips" were a "disguised means of expressing unconscious impulses or hidden desires". He gave greater emphasis to that of the latent content over the manifest content. The latent content being the unconscious material in our dream which reduces anxiety. Where as the manifest content is the surface meaning or the dream as recalled by the dreamer.
Freud's basic assumption was that all dreams are wish -- fulfillment's. Freud noted three typical anxiety dreams: the embarrassment dream of nakedness, dreams of death of a beloved person and dreams of failing an exam. In my case I dreamt the death of my mother and felt guilty for not saving her. Freud interprets the death of an older person such as a parent as fulfilling the Oedipal wish.
During my dream I felt anxiety and guilt which he depicts as typical for adults as well as children. The female Oedipus complex is a term used by Freud to indicate feelings of hostility for the mother and sexual love for the father. Although I dreamt of death, he states that I do not necessarily mean to have a death wish for my mother. I agree it could have been a reflection of hostility towards her but disagree greatly with the generalization of sexual love for my father. There was a significant emphasis on the description of the tree. The tree looked fragile, thin and naked.
This could be interpreted according to Freud as an anxiety of the embarrassment dream of nakedness. Adults repress the desire to exhibit the nakedness of oneself. Freud may have interpreted the tree as a reflection of myself and the birds as spectators. These particular spectators refrain from scolding and make me feel accepted and happy.
Dream content may be distorted through condensation and displacement according to Freud. Condensation is the compression of several ideas of the latent manifest content. Condensation is embodied by three characteristics of compression, omission and fragments. Compression is the latent content projecting itself towards the manifest content. Omission is a "guardian" which doesn't let the latent element through. Fragments are pieces of the latent element which does get through.
Displacement is the shift of emphasis from important to unimportant (vice-versa) in the manifest content or the replacement of latent item with a remote item. My dreams seem to have a greater emphasis on the 'nice' things such as grass, trees, water and de-emphasized the 'dark's ide of the dream leading up to my mother's fall. Freud concluded this structuralization of the dream to reduce fearful or anxiety -provoking situations. Sexuality is a recurring them in the works of Freud and it is believed to be the root problem or feeling in our dreams. Nakedness and sexuality also play a major role in my dream which display symbolic meaning, psychoanalytic importance (latent content). Freud generalized the manifest content to always relate to conscious and preconscious material from the day before.
Freud believed that dreams were wish-fulfillment's, of course this is not the case with my dream of my mother falling. He perceived many of our wishes in dreams as originating during our early childhood experiences. This resulted from the suppression of infantile sexual behaviour which recur many years later in our dreams. He distinguished that not all dreams originate in childhood experiences, but result from adult wishes.
Freud contributed to the works of dream interpretation and his is just one of many insights to the mystical world of dreams. Everyone has their interpretative analysis and no one answer is right, but we may come closer to a simplistic generalization, maybe even produce a dictionary on how to read your dream.