Miss Brill Lives Her Life example essay topic

Miss Brill: An Insignificant Soul Every Sunday, Miss Brill looked forward to a wonderful day in the park. There, she would secretly dive into the lives of the surrounding human beings, taking in each of their words and actions and creating a fantasy world all of her own that she was sure she belonged in, but she was mistaken. Her fantasy world does crumble, and Miss Brill, the protagonist in the short story, "Miss Brill" by Katherine Mansfield, soon finds herself in reality. Miss Brill can be clearly seen as a flat, yet dynamic character, as can be portrayed through her thought transformation. "Miss Brill was glad that she had decided on her "fur" for that Sunday afternoon in the park.

Her little friend she wore around her neck would be the perfect companion to enjoy such a beautiful day. After going to the park and sitting down, Miss Brill wishes to talk with the other people sitting about, but they never make a sound, though after this she admits to listening to their conversations. "She had become really quite expert, she thought, at listening as though she didn't listen, at sitting in other people's lives just for a minute while they talked round her". Within moments, Miss Brill is commenting on other people: The old people who sat on the benches like statues, the little children running here and there, a beautiful woman accidentally dropping violets on the floor, and once a little boy picks them up and tries to give them back to her, she throws them away with disgust. Commenting on the other people sitting on the benches, watching the people (just as Miss Brill is doing) Miss Brill says, .".. there was something funny about nearly all of them. They were odd, and from the way they stared they looked as though they'd just come from dark little rooms or even-even cupboards!" Miss Brill is in such denial; she doesn't even realize that she, like them, is living her own life through these innocent bystanders.

The reason why Miss Brill lives her life through others is because she is scared to take risks. Why she won't take risks is not given, but most would assume that perhaps something psychologically damaging had happened to Miss Brill when she was a child or young woman that left her obstinate as to changing her life. Her life stopped, yet she continued to live through other people around her. This choice of Miss Brill's has left her lonely and somewhat delusional. It's these two main characteristics of Miss Brill that make her flat. If the author had perhaps included some background on why Miss Brill is who she is, the reader may then be able to identify Miss Brill as a round and complex character, but for now she can only be described in two words: lonely and delusional.

At the end of the story, Miss Brill is sitting at her usual spot, absorbed in her fantasy and enveloping the idea that she is an actress in a play, and the park was the stage. And if for some reason if she weren't to show up, everyone would notice. "No doubt somebody would have noticed if she hadn't been there; she was part of the performance after all". But soon a young girl and boy sit near Miss Brill and shatter her world. They sneer and snicker at the old woman, making fun of her and her fur. "It's her fu-fur which is so funny,' giggled the girl.

'It's exactly like a fried whiting". The boy though, does the most damage with a cruel and insensitive comment made about the old woman because the girl won't tell him something. "But why? Because of that stupid old thing at the end there?' asked the boy.

'Why does she come her at all-who wants her? Why doesn't she keep her silly old mug at home?" All this time, Miss Brill had accepted the idea that she was adopted in this small community at the park and important. But her fateful ear had betrayed her. The comments of the boy and girl weren't about each other. They had included the old woman, Miss Brill into their conversation, and perhaps may have even told the true reality about the entire situation from another perspective other than Miss Brill's. You have Miss Brill, who lives through other people by listening in to their private conversation, which she seems completely content on doing, and the young girl and guy who feel bothered by an odd, old woman listening in on their private conversations.

The last paragraph of the story is the true turning point of not only the story, but also Miss Brill as a character. In the few last sentences, Miss Brill becomes a different person, she changes, and she begins to see how reality can be cruel. It's at this point, where Miss Brill "thought she heard something crying" after she put her fur away, she realizes that she has wasted her entire life by not living at all. She spoke through the mouths of others, heard through the ears of others, and saw though the eyes of others. Never had she spoke, heard, or seen through her own eyes.

She thought she was meaningful, but she had found that she was meaningful to no one because she never gave herself the chance to mean something to someone else. She's dynamic because her thoughts about her worthiness on earth changed, but flat because no matter what, she is still seen as lonely and delusional.