One Thing example essay topic

Cassie, Do you honestly think I have no right to be angry or frustrated? For the past 3 frickin' years, I've stayed up all nights some nights thinking about you and us; and, working my ass off to show you that, though there's distance between us, that you can bet your life that my love is there and strong for you. I know what you feel when you say that you need someone and something to touch. I've finally gotten in touch with you in a way that I can hear your voice. Just as I was saying in my last email, there will be some fucking hard ass times, and then there will be worse ones. This is one of those times that is going to be hard, and I believe if there was any love there for me, you wouldn't just give up.

I've always been skeptical about how you felt, that's just how I am, but then finally, in one email, after I called you for the first time you said, and I quote, '... before we had our talk, I mean... yeah... I liked you ALOT... '. But then you went on to say that you finally knew in your heart that you truly loved me.

I'm beginning to think you were just caught up in the moment. And to think, that was exactly a month ago. One frickin' month ago, you said you were sure, and now you aren't. I know for a fact that love is something you cannot all of a sudden gain, or lose. It will take time as in more than a couple weeks, but more like a couple months or years. I want you to know that, yes, I'm mad.

But I am also mad about you. I feel like crying just like I did the night before you left. I had a dream a couple days ago, that ended with a phrase from no particular person saying, 'Soon, your love will go through trials and tribulations, and intelligence and patience will fade as your frustration takes over; but, do not falter. Persevere in your true ways, and light will shine again!' I memorized that as I wrote that down after I woke up. That scared the shit out of me, because I spent that whole day thinking it was, in fact talking about you. I see now, maybe it is.

I'm telling you this to show you two things. One, I think about you even when I'm not awake. That phrase came after an incredible dream with you and I. And two, to show you that this may be a hardship we must face. This may be the beginning of a long, narrow and winding road toward happiness together, or a short steep hill toward hopelessness apart. I'm not going to try to brag here, but I know I am a different kind of guy in today's society. For some reason, God has blessed me with a family, though put through much divorce and with faults, that has shown me the value of a woman and relationships.

I know I'm not the eye-candy that you may be used to. But most girls tell me I'm pretty cute, sweet, and a rare kinda guy. You even said so yourself, when talking about the song by Aaliyah 'One in a Million'. Well maybe, you " ve found a closer diamond in the rough. I'm not saying those things to try to persuade you into keeping with this 'relationship-in-the-making'. I don't know how things are in your town, but in my eyes, you " re one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen, you are sensual and down-to-earth.

You " re very grounded and I am too, which I believe was brought on by our un fortune of being in divorced families where I think you must mature faster. I'm sorry if you took things the wrong way tonight. I'm not sorry that I'm mad, because if this ends, then I have no clue how I'm going to act tomorrow, how I will live my life. You say you are scared of commitment, and scared of having someone else's fortune hanging on your fingertips. I understand that, and I am sorry. But I'm scared of losing you.

For the longest time, you have been the one thing that I have thought to be sure, steady and always there for me. I'm also sorry that I scared you with the letter I wrote. That's not how I meant for that to go down. I am pretty certain you " ve made a guy-friend where you are. And you are getting into that relationship, because it's 'closer' I guess. Maybe there's another reason or two that you like this guy.

I don't honestly care about that thought. And right now I don't care if I come off obsessive, mad, angry, or offensive. I've given a lot of time, energy, resources and emotions to what we " ve obtained. I don't think it's fair or right for you to decide in a week's time that this just isn't working out.

If you figured that out that fast, then maybe this was all a waste. You can do what you want with all that. There will always be a place in my heart for you Cassie, but I will not wait forever for someone unsure of mine and their love. You have your life to live and so I will leave you with these last couple sentences. Do what you think is best for you, but doesn't totally mess everything else up for you and people related. And also don't wait around to decide.

Make your decision so that everyone can get on with their lives. Maybe second or third chances will be come yours and my way to fix things up. But I hope you remember this letter. I hope you know what you are doing, and what you are doing to me. Hopefully, knowledge and wisdom, which is the power to use that knowledge, will find you in time for your decision. I don't believe you have weighed each side with it's proper pro's and con's.

Maybe you need to simplify this to basics and facts and see where you get. Talk to ya soon. I love you. Bye!