Quoyle And The Aunt example essay topic
Eventually, he manages to find a place suitable and sustaining. Quoyle began life feeling, believing that he had been born into the wrong family; that somehow he ended up with the wrong parents. He stumbled into adulthood, feeling invisible until someone noticed. His lack of esteem and confidence is evidenced by his always trying to hide his chin with his hand; the hand always goes to the chin, his monstrous chin, when he feels threatened. His love for Petal is partly based on the fact that he caught her attention - once, quite by accident - and that they had a meaningless sexual relationship that resulted in two children. He is the sort of character you feel sorry for from the start, feel badly that he " ll never become anybody, never make something of himself, yet you want to cheer for him all along the way.
As we get to know Quoyle, we realize that although he has a negative self image, is always self conscious and has no confidence in his abilities, he has a huge heart and a huge capacity to love, and he especially has a huge consciousness to do what is right for his family. Quoyle is a man growing into himself. His first opportunity to grow comes by an invitation from his aunt to move to New Foundland, to settle in his family's ancestral home and to find his roots. "You can be anything you want with a fresh start", says his aunt in convincing him to go. And off they all go - the aunt, Quoyle, Bunny and Sunshine - and all their self-possessed demons. Arriving in the ancestral land, Quoyle and the aunt first take notice of the cities of ice, like "bergs with cores of beryl, blue gems within white gems, that some said gave off an odor of almonds - a scent remembered as being bitter".
As soon as they arrive in the unforgiving land, a place where one "works desperately just to stay alive", the bitter reminders of a past life, of past ancestral deeds, invade their new beginnings. First, Quoyle fights his sleepless dreams and waking visions of Petal, his dead wife, and of how she died - and with whom. The aunt fights her memories of abuses and invasions against her by her own brother, Quoyle's father. Bunny fights the will to wake up her dead mother, who she truly has been led to believe is only sleeping with the angels, and that she hasn't really left her to fend for herself. Quoyle finds himself on a down-wave.
"There was the familiar feeling that things were going wrong", and that Quo lye couldn't make them right. His daughters call him dumb, that Petal had always told them their dad is dumb, and Quoyle responds, intelligently, that "Everybody is dumb about some things". Quoyle begins to believe it was a dumb idea to go to Killick Claw, that the house was uninhabitable and that there would be no work for him and no place for his daughters to play or to go to school and make friends. But, then Quoyle finds himself on an up-wave when he does get a job. He becomes a reporter for The Gammy Bird, the local newspaper, and he writes about car wrecks and then the shipping news. Here, Quoyle's transformation begins to take place - Quoyle - from gamble, awkward, loser, from one job to another, from moments of logical thought, to moments of lapsing sense.
The waves keep coming and going. Newfound confidence flows in with the tide, then ebbs away all its worth in the tide's change. Quoyle finds chances and opportunities each day, and by the end of each day, the chance and opportunity have turned sour. Admittedly knowing nothing about boats, he buys a boat that is worth less than the fifty dollars he pays for it. When he tries to launch the boat, he has tremendous trouble maneuvering the trailer backwards toward the dock, and just when he's about to give up, it goes straight back and into the water. But, then, he realizes he has no securing line to keep the boat from floating away once released from the trailer - an aah-had moment - and says to himself, "That would be fun, launch the boat and watch it float away".
Then, he gets into the boat, but has forgotten the motor, which is still in his car! He knows nothing of setting a motor on a boat. He sets it in place and feels happy and ready to go, and the following scenario takes place:" The motor started on the first pull. There was Quoyle sitting in the stern of a boat. His boat.
The motor was running, his hand was on the tiller... He moved the gearshift to reverse, as he had seen Dennis do, and gingerly applied a little power. The boat swung in toward the dock at the stern. Jockeyed back and forth until he was beyond the dock. Shifted into forward. The motor gave a low roar and the boat went - too fast - parallel with the shore.
He eased back on the throttle and the boat wallowed. Now forward again, and rocks leaped up ahead of him. Instinctively he pushed the tiller toward the shore and the boat curved out onto Omaloor Bay. The water curled. Traveling on a glass arrow. He worked the tiller, traced curves.
Now faster. Quoyle laughed like a dog in the back of a pickup. Why had he feared boats? There was an offshore breeze and the waves slapped the boat bottom as he sped at them. A sharp turn and he felt the boat skid. Pushed the throttle back.
The stern wave roared up behind him and sloshed over the transom, swirled around his ankles and spread out in the boat. He pulled at the throttle again and the boat leapt forward, but sluggishly, and the water on the floor rushed toward the stern, adding its weight to Quoyle's... There had to be a way to keep the water out when you slowed down". The next time he wants to take his boat out, Quoyle is reminded that he has not registered the boat, he has no flares on board, he has no oars, nor anchor, and he is just in a mess with this boat. Throughout Quoyle's transformation there is a whole building of confidence, a rising of intelligence and sensible thinking, and then a coming down like a crushing wave upon all the good work he's done. In another instance, Quoyle thinks he can't handle his job, then he tactfully and respectfully deals with his co-workers and writes a column the boss actually enjoys.
Quoyle turned in a fantastic human interest story to Tert Card at the Gammy Bird about the Hitler boat. When questioned by Tert Card about where the latest car wreck story was, Quoyle's response was "That's the one I didn't do", showing confidence in himself as being able to write what's real and not made up. His growing boldness, righteousness and confidence has Tert Card running, and even another co-worker, Billy Pretty, quotes that", You " re a surprise, Quoyle, I didn't believe you had that much steam in your boiler. You blew him out of the water".
Quoyle has become a boat-rocker, and even gets the boat wreck news printed! Upon contemplation of his time in Mockingburg, New York, before moving to "the rock", Quoyle begins to compare his life from then to what he knows now, to what he has become". Thought of his stupid self in Mockingburg, taking whatever came at him. No wonder love had shot him through the heart and lungs, caused internal bleeding".
On an up wave, Quoyle now doesn't just take whatever comes at him. He has arrived at a place where his hand will make it only half-way to his chin. He can respectfully and confidently defend his work and with great determination makes his life work, with his family in tact, while others' doubts surround him. When Quoyle develops a new relationship - with Wavey Prowse - his memories of Petal begin their demonic invasion again. He not only battles his own memories, but learns that Wavey has her own dark secrets. He is shot down again and again trying to fight both their memories, and thinks of life's "events being measured on a child's scale of fair and unfair".
Quoyle's story ends happily. He and Wavey come to terms with their exes, realize what they both really deserve, and most importantly Quoyle arrives at the end of his transformation where he comes to know, and has helped Wavey come to know, that... ". it may be that love sometimes occurs without pain or misery.".