Relationship Between Whites And African Americans example essay topic
She attended segregated schools and was forced to start working from the fourth grade on in order to help support her poor family. After her father left them, her mother moved them off the plantation and closer to Centreville, Mississippi in order to try and support the family. Her mother eventually married a man whose family did not get along with her and as a teenager Moody felt sexually harassed by her stepfather thus causing Moody to move out while she was still in high school. There were many acts of violence that took place during Moody's childhood that helped prove to her that interracial relationships were unacceptable.
For example, white people burned down the Taplin family home, killing everyone inside. Moody recalls being in shock and everyone in the car sitting still in dead silence, "We sat in the car for about an hour, silently looking at this debris and the ashes that covered the nine charcoal-burned bodies... I shall never forget the expressions on the faces of the Negroes. There was almost unanimous hopelessness in them". It wasn't until highschool when she came to her first realization about the racial problems and violence that have been plaguing her when a fourteen-year-old African American boy is murdered for having whistled at a white woman. Before this, Moody was under the impression that "Evil Spirits" were to blame for the mysterious deaths of African Americans, "Up until his death, I had heard of Negroes found floating in a river or dead somewhere with their bodies riddled with bullets...
When I asked her (Mama) who killed the man and why, she said, 'An Evil Spirit killed him. You gotta be a good girl or will kill you too. ' So since I was seven, I had lived in fear of that 'Evil Spirit. ' " She became very upset and feared "being killed just because I was black. This was the worst of my fears". Moody eventually comes to learn about the NAACP and what they stood for, that this organization is trying to help improve the situation for African Americans like her.
Unfortunately, when she tried to ask her mother about this she does not get any answers. Instead, her mother gets upset with her and asks her to never mention it around any white person. Moody felt frustrated that all these years that she had been sheltered from the truth and she felt dumb for never having opened her eyes to all the horror. Anne Moody joined her first NAACP chapter while attending one of the best African American colleges in the state, Tugaloo College. She became so engrossed in the movement that her grades began to drop.
This did not seem to bother her much, though, for she finally started to feel that something could be done to change the relationship between whites and African Americans. During Moody's senior year in college she became so heavily involved with the Civil Rights Movement by giving speeches and participating in demonstrations. On one occasion, she got arrested for her participation and is jailed along with several other students. She received countless letters from her family and for the first time realized that her actions in the Civil Rights Movement were causing problems for her family.
One of the letters she received was from her sister, Ad line, containing revelations that her mom had not made to her before, "She told me what Mama hadn't mentioned-that Junior had been cornered by a group of white boys and was about to be lynched, when one of his friends came along in a car and rescued him... (and) a group of white men had gone out and beaten up my old Uncle". This made her family so scared that they had trouble sleeping at night for fear of retaliation for Moody's involvement in the NAACP. Her relationship with her family had already been strained enough, but her actions caused her to become completely cut off from them. Though this never stopped her from pursuing her goals for she was frustrated that there were so many African Americans who wanted nothing to do with the Civil Rights Movement and were not willing to make a change. This is what frustrated her most about her family-the lack in motivation shadowed by fear. Moody's development and life was greatly shaped by the circumstances in which she grew up and the never-ending racial discrimination and violence that surrounded her.
She never really had a positive, strong foundation at home with her family nor did she ever have a healthy relationship with her mother. After her father left the family her mother was always working trying to support the children. Despite the circumstances, Moody was a good student and had hopes of making a better life for herself. She may have become the better person she became thanks in part to her family's number one weakness; she wanted to see a change and was willing to make one. Her mother never supported her cause but Moody was so inspired to make a change that she knew that nothing could stop her, not even her family. In a way, she seemed to want to prove that she could rise above the rest.
She refused to let fear eat at her and inflict in her the weakness that poisoned her family. As a child she was a witness to too much violence and pain and much too often she could feel the hopelessness that many African Americans felt. She was set in her beliefs to make choices freely and help others like herself do so as well. Toward the end of Moody's autobiography, it is obvious that all her experiences and challenges in life had deeply affected her.
In a way, she seemed tired and frustrated of fighting and struggling, "I sat there listening to 'We Shall Overcome,' looking out of the window and the passing Mississippi landscape. Images of all that had happened kept crossing my mind: The Taplin burning, the Birmingham church bombing, M edgar Evers' murder, the blood gushing out of McKinley's head, and all the other murders". In the background people were singing We Shall Overcome and she wondered to herself how true those three words could be. All she thought to herself was, "I wonder. I really WONDER.".