Your Eyes And I Dont example essay topic

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please dont tell them... but sometimes i cry... the tears and the hurt... they refuse to die... please dont tell them... but sometimes i am afraid... my body is heavy so my esteem is outweighed... please dont tell them... but sometimes i hurt... i am not really happy and i treat me like dirt... please dont tell them... but sometimes i err... why cant i be perfect... it doesnt seem fair... the harder i try to perfect my life... the farther i fall into sorrow and strife... and i hate myself more and i am starving for love... sandpaper smooth and silky rough... either way i am not what i seem... the essence of happiness... trapped in a dream... longing for rest... by the bright of the moon... lavender fields blanket my room... the dream that is night... the friend that is sleep... the eyes when they close reluctant to weep... and then in my dreams... i make peace with me... i build myself towers and sit by the sea... but the sun she still rises and pierces through night... and i long for the moon to make things all right... so please dont tell them but perfection is mine... by the wink of my eye and the fade of sunshine... when will i discover... in the waking hours... how to build castles from melted towers... you push me... i push you... we have danced this dance... one too many times... cant you see... threw this emotion... why dont you understand... how much you mean to me... i am falling down... into an abyss you created... i am reaching... will you catch me... my emotions run deeper then the boundless ocean... your like fire... you burn when i get close... i keep on trying to leap beyond... that wall you have around your warm heart... your a rose with thorns and you keep making me bleed... but i know i cant live without you... i am screaming all my devotion to you and still you cant hear... no matter how hard i try... i am on the run... i cannot breath... i feel like i am dieing... am i... i can feel you is this heaven... your embrace is all that ties me to reality... your voice it rings through me... your love... gives me wings to fly... your rage... it tears me apart... your words of anger... break me into shards of twisted agony... you shatter me and then glue the peices back... only to pick them apart... dont know how much more i can take... i feel the pain... i have inspired in you... feel the gaping wounds... you keep making in me... you have called me blind... but then end... if you dont see how deep my love runs... are you not blind yourself... we are falling again... lost inside what we create and i am looking into your eyes and i dont think i will reach the bottom... we argue... we push and we shove... we dig our claws in deep... scars that will never heal are branded... every spark of pain... drives us closer together... makes us see... just how much we need each other... bound together... for all eternity perhaps... i am not afraid... hold me in this moment of peace... in the eye of the storm... is what we live in... today is rage and sorrow... tomorrow we will be lost in the thrall of passion... in this moment... i know how i love you beyond anything that could ever exist... i would touch the stars and damn the world... all you have to do is ask and it will always be done... no matter what happens... i will always forgive you... no matter how deep the agony... that echos through my frame... love for you will burn inside my heart... our love is blind.