Bad Happened Last Night example essay topic

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Where did I Go wrong?" Stop Clifford", Neaveh said". No b h. Lay there and don't get up!"What did I do", as I lay there he began to take off my clothes". Didn't I tell you to stay still? I will kill you if you move again", he pulled out a knife". I'm sorry I'm scared please stop", I continued to ask him.

I cried and I cried and before I knew it he was pushing it inside of me and I was crying and he still continued. He pumped in and out of me more than five times. He pushed it completely in and he groaned and pulled it out". Good girl you b h" "Why?" I got home at 2: 20 a.m. I ran into the bathroom my father came and beat on the bathroom door".

Neveah come out this bathroom now. What is your problem coming in my house at two-twenty in the morning?" All he could hear were sobs". Open the door sweetie, what's wrong?" I opened the door and gave my father a hug". Sweetie you have to tell me what happened."Daddy", sob "This boy from my school forced himself on top of me."Are you sure sweet heart?" He looked down and then he seen the blood "Were going to file a police report."No, he told me he would kill me if I told anybody but I'm trusting you."Okay sweetie, go take a bath and then go to sleep."Okay but daddy I'm, I'm bleeding down there."Just take a bath and put on a clean pair of panties."Okay" I went into the bathroom and I ran some bath water. I got in and my private began to throb. That was my first time ever having sexual intercourse and I hated it.

I washed my body and then I got out the tub and put on my bathrobe. When I got in my room to put on another pair of underwear I noticed that I was still bleeding since I didn't know what to do I just went to sleep. As I lay in my bed I prayed that this was all a dream and when I woke up it would all be a dream. My alarm clock went off and I woke up. I felt a little depressed because I could still remember what happened last night. I was debating over whether or not I should go to school today.

I felt really moist and warm. I got out of the bed to go to the restroom. As I was walking I just so happened to look down at my body the whole bottom half of me was soaked in blood. I turned around to look at my bed it was covered in red. I just stood there and cried not knowing what to do.

I went in the bathroom and washed down there I put a pad on because I didn't understand why I was still bleeding I wasn't on my period last night before it happened. I changed the sheets on my bed and then I put them in the washer machine and put new sheets on the bed. I ran to the hallway to grab the cordless phone. I called my best friend Santeria. "Hello" "Hi this is Neveah may I please speak to Santeria?"Yes hold on one minute."Okay". One minute pause".

Hello, what is wrong why are you calling me and school starts in an hour. Why aren't you getting ready?" Santeria I need to talk to you. I'm not going to school today something really bad happened last night."What is it? What happened? Do I need to bring something?"No just meet me at the shack."Okay I'll be there in thirty minutes".

Neaveh hung up the phone. Santeria went downstairs to talk to her mom". Ma" "Yes, what do you want, I'm getting ready for work."Nevaeh asked me to meet her at the shack I'm not going to school she never skips school it has to be something wrong."Okay I get off work at five you better be home. You and Nevaeh can come here so you don't get caught I'll call your school and tell your principal that ya " ll won't be in school today."Thanks mom you " re a life saver."Bye girl " Santeria got to the shack twenty minutes after she got off the phone with Nevaeh. She went in the bathroom to fix her hair and she heard somebody crying in the last stall so she went back there and looked in". Nevaeh, what's wrong?"Nothing, I can't talk about it."Okay well can we go to my house and talk about it?"Yeah, I don't care".

We got there in ten minutes. When we got there we went in her room. I walked in first". Nevaeh what is wrong with you?"Something really bad happened last night."What tell me?"It was extremely dark outside I had just left Darnell's party. Somebody grabbed me.

I don't now who he is but he dragged me into this alley and he began to take off my clothes I was really frightened. He told me to shut up and he forced his penis inside of me. He kept calling me a b h. I ran home and I told my dad what happened he cared but he didn't believe me until he seen the blood. I was bleeding a whole lot. I took a bath and when I woke up I was emerged in my own blood."Girl that's crazy."What am I going to do and why do you think I keep bleeding."Your cherry could have popped but you wouldn't keep bleeding like that."I'm just going to wait it out for a little while and if it doesn't stop I'm going to go to the doctors."Ok, but are you going to file a police report?"I dont know.

It's so much stuff that I'm a go through."Like What?"I don't know. It's so much stuff that I'ma go through."Like what?"I mean first off, If he found out I told, he gone kill me. Second, if they go look for him, and they don't find him, I'ma worry about looking over my shoulder and wonder whether I' m free or not. And last, but not least I don't want this to get all out of hand. I'm scared". For the first time in a long time I actually looked at my best friend sitting there with a smirk on her face.

She was a pretty looking girl. She had this rich caramel complexion, with this smooth skin. She had shoulder length hair that was always wore straight When I left Santeria's house I went home. My father wasn't there when I got home so I just wanted to eat and relax. I feel really stressed right now. I made me some buffalo chicken wings.

I sat down and I watched lifetime. I fell asleep half way through watching "Without Her Consent"I woke up in a sweat. I was so scared I didn't even tell anybody about this part why did he have to do this to me out of all people. "Hi daddy."Hi sweetie how are you holding up?"Okay how was your day at work?"Fine. Why weren't you in school today?"I didn't feel like going today because of what happened last night I'm scared what if it was someone from my school and they call me bad things all day long". She began weeping".

Sweetie why don't you go lay down?"Okay". I went to my room and got my journal and I started a new entry. "Bing, Bing, Bing", my alarm clock sounded. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom I washed my private area and I brushed my teeth, washed my faced and put my hair in a fanned ponytail. Then I went in my room and put on these faded blue jean and baby pink jeans with a pink shirt and a matching jacket. I went downstairs and made some bacon and eggs and left some out for my dad.

After I finished I kept thinking what's going to happen at school. I left out the door and I called my friend Tarvez and asked him to pick me up he said he " ll be there in five minutes. He is so kind. He is a real pretty dark brown complexion about 5'8,130 lbs and he has waves and a little bit of facial hair. I care about him and I think I like him but I have a boyfriend and he never calls and talk to me or come and see me but I can't seem to break up with him. Tarvez got to my house five minutes later.

I got in the car". What up? How life treating you?"Horrible don't even ask me about it."Why? I want to know.

Who is it? I swear I will beat his a. "I got raped Vez. I have been bleeding every since."Why didn't you tell me?"I was scared I didn't know how you would react to me after I told you."Listen, I... I...

I love you and no matter what happens I will always feel this way regardless to what happens", he pulled the car over and he began to cry", Neaveh I love you like I love a day when everything goes right, I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face", I began to wipe his tears, "I love you like I love to drive with no real destination, But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end, I love you". (Quotes - Mel Wirt jes) "Did you just think of all of that just now?"No I've been meaning to tell you for a long time I just couldn't find the right time or moment until now. Will you be my girl?"I love you to and yes I will be your girl but you know I have to break up with Brandon first."You know we still have to talk about what happened eventually I really do care and want to help."Ok but not today ok". The rest of the way we rode in silence. Boy do I love him. When I got to school I was hesitant but Tarvez was there to guide me in the right direction.

I went into the building and it felt like everyone was looking at me. I went to my locker and Santeria was standing there waiting she had my books and her hand and she walked with me to class. "Neaveh why weren't you in school yesterday?" Santeria spoke up in my silence, "She had a family emergency maybe she can talk to you about it later but for now I don't think it's a good idea."Well since you don't see that we should talk about it now then you can come after school and explain it all but you also have the responsibility to make sure that she receives all of her assignments from all of her classes that she missed. Is that clear?"Yes " For the whole day I felt a little weird but it got better. Nobody knew about my situation they just acted like it was a normal day. They tried to talk to me but I guess I wasn't being really friendly.

As the week let up I began to feel a little better I figure I can only deal with so much and that was a lot so I tried to forget it but every time I went to the bathroom or took a bath I would have to remember because still after one whole week passing I still had been bleeding. I think I'm going to go to the doctors today.